伪娘 桑德拉一直向自己承诺，有一天她会请自己参加一场真正的亲多姆会议，她不断地回到朱厄尔的在线广告上。她花了很多晚上打信息，然后犹豫是否发送。有些晚上，她会喝一杯酒给自己一些勇气，但她永远无法让自己点击“发送”按钮。并不是她不信任朱厄尔。她喜欢自己个人资料上的照片，并认为自己会非常安全。但遇到一位像朱厄尔这样的真人秀，却被绑起来，处于如此脆弱的境地，这让她非常担心。如果她最后被搞砸了怎么办？还是最后被绑起来被抢？她知道自己的恐惧已经消除了。发生类似事情的可能性微乎其微。朱厄尔是一名专业人士，她只是为像她一样的CD提供服务，但仍然如此！好吧，够了，犹豫，桑德拉告诉自己。她又倒了一杯饮料，把手放在老鼠身上。这一次她要去做——会很热，可能会很有趣——除此之外，部分刺激是风险，不是吗？现在没有回头路了。点击她照做了，然后几乎不敢相信，仅仅20分钟后她就得到了回复！她非常兴奋，知道自己会在余生中记住自己的训练！

Sandra had been promising herself that someday she'd treat herself to a real Pro-Domme session and she kept coming back to Jewell's online ad. She'd spent so many nights typing out messages and then hesitating to send them. Some nights she'd have a glass of wine to give herself some courage but she could never quite bring herself to click that "send" button. It wasn't that she didn't trust Jewell. She loved her pictures on her profile and figured she'd be perfectly safe. But there was something about meeting a real live lady like Jewell and getting tied up and put in such a vulnerable position that just made her so worried. What if she ended up getting screwed over? Or ended up tied up and robbed? She knew her fears were sill. The likelihood of something like that happening was vanishingly small. Jewell was a professional and just offered a service to CDs like herself, but still! Okay, enough, hesitation, Sandra told herself. She poured another drink and hovered her hand over the mouse. This time she was going to do it - it would be so hot and probably a lot of fun - and besides, part of the thrill was the risk, wasn't it? No turning back now. Click! She did it and then could hardly believe it when she got a reply back just twenty minutes later! She was so excited and knew she'd remember her session the rest of her life!